Constrained

I look forward to the day when I can face you,

Find you and fill you in with my thoughts and dreams.

I look after the time when I can sit with you,

Pour out my heart's content page by page.

Until that day, I'll patiently wait

But for now, I'm time-constrained.

Revamping for 2014

I had to muster up my courage to write again. It has been a long time since the last one. (Read a post back and you’ll see when I last wrote in here.) But things are happening really fast these days, and I need something that could slow me down a bit.

So, if you’ve accidentally passed by this page and took time to read this one, I invite you to join me as I begin another journey as a writer. (Okay, please know that I am not a professional writer. This weblog contains mostly thoughts, and revelations from the Lord.)

mood nails

if they have mood rings... i have mood nails... hahaha... pictures to be posted soon! ^^,

graduation na nila...

habang karamihan ay nag-eenjoy na sa kanilang huling araw ng klase... at ang iba naman ay naghahanda na para sa kanilang graduation - naghahanap ng magagarang damit na isusuot sa okasyong ito, masayang ipinapakita ang kanilang mga grad pics at iba pang picture mula sa kanilang baccalaureate mass, at marami pang iba... - ako ito, di pa alam kung paano tatapusin ang thesis na iprepresent na sa monday.

saglit lang naman ako dadaan dito dahil marami pa talaga ko dapat gawin... naalala ko lang ang word of encouragement ng isang kaibigan kagabi... sabi nya: "ui hannah, graduation ko na. ikaw?" [haha... peace tayo!] hehe... nung sinabi sa'kin yan... napangiti lang ako... ano naman ineexpect mong sabihin ko? kung ako ang magtatanong nyan, ano kaya ang mafifeel ng taong sinabihan ko? syempre para sa graduating students tulad ko na hindi pa final ang lahat, magkahalong pressure at excitement ang nararamdaman mo ngayon. gusto ko na rin naman grumaduate tulad niya. yun nga lang, malayo pa talaga ang graduation.

at... sabi nga ng institute secretary namin nung GA last week, "nothing is official and final until three days before the graduation" kasi dun pa lang ang university-wide deliberation. so that means... april 23 pa magiging official ang lahat!

wala naman akong magagawa ngayon kundi ipagkatiwala na lang sa Diyos ang natitira pang isang buwan bago ako "officially" grumaduate. at i-claim na ako'y tunay na gragraduate! yey! sa bagay, kailangan ko rin naman maging produktibong mamamayan ng Pilipinas pagkatapos ng graduation kaya mabuti na rin na mahaba haba pa ang aking paghahanda... haha.

buti na lang, graduation pa lang ang nakapagpapabagabag na bagay para sa akin ngayon. anu naman kaya ang susunod? LOL. (anu ba yan, minsan na lang ko magpost dito ganito pa nashare ko... hehe)

Help!... If you have a minute or two...

these are e-mails from my mom... we would appreciate if you can include my uncle, Angelito Salazar in your prayers... thanks!

10 MARCH 2009

Hello everyone!

Update on Diko/Tito Tatay: Crea is 1440 when normal is just 120. Bajet says only dialysis is the solution. Pls. pray for him and the kids also. Medyo hirap kalooban ko kasi ako ung katabi... and there's nothing i can do but pray. Last nite, after much prayer, pinuntahan ko sya to ask if he would like to have some pineaple juice. Tumango then i helped him drink it pero di naubos. I asked him if I could pray for him at PUMAYAG! (praise God!), so I did. Then I told him dapat labanan nya ang nararamdaman nya kasi maraming nagmamahal sa kanya. Personally told him, 'di ko kaya pag wala ka na rin'. Hope he heard it. His body is itchy and both foot are bulging. Color of his nails are unnatural. He was scratching his face and i offered him if i could scratch his back also and he allowed me. Parang (lolo) daddy when he was paralyzed, hirap kumilos at laging nakatitig na lang. Please pray for him...and tell ur friends too. I still belive that if we will all pray and believe that God will extend his life... HE CAN!. Love u all..

11 MARCH 2009

Diko is presently undergoing his first dialysis at Asian. Bajet is requesting us to pray that Diko will have the will to live... I think he really wants to live! Shouldered ng card ni diko up to the 10th session. Siguro we will just pray how to prepare for the nexts should there be a need. Am also planning to support him by making him takle INTRA, a food supplement. Pls. pray that God will reddem him once again and he will fully give his heart to God. Honestly, accdg to tatay banong, his chances for survival (if he will not undergo dialysis) is very nil... so at least pumayag sya.

With this, mga kapatid/anak/ pamangkin... let's start learning to eat right... "let's not allow this same incident happen again" to us in the future...

Madam, sorry missed ur call yesterday. There was another call which i also missed, number not registered. Have just replaced my old baterry kasi palpak na. Let's all pray that God who have extended Kuya's life... will do the same for diko... love u

God bless our family...

~~I'm currently miles away from them... so this (aside from prayer) is the only way i can do to extend my help... thanks so much! God bless you!

i miss...

... home...

- the sumptuous food we prepare every meal... healthy na, libre pa.
- my bed... with all my plush pillows, cuddly stuffed toys, comfy sheets and blanket...
- the unlimited internet access... where i could download and upload as long as i could...

- my loved ones...

how i wish i could go home soon....



[haha... ang drama daw ng blog post na ito... di naman ako masyado homesick... dulot lang ito ng wi-fi ng BK SNE na kainis kasi nagloloko...

"If you'll stand up for God, He stands up for you."

just a nice quote i'd like to keep posted for you to see...

may isa kasi akong blog post na tinanggal... hehe... naka-attach pa naman yang quote na yan dun. dami kasi naintriga dun sa blog post kaya tinanggal ko na.


so here... this is really it... Christmas break's really totally over... and whether we like it or not (whether i like it or not), it's time to get going... -whew- sana pwede ako humingi ng extension... or sana pwede patagalin ang oras... just so i'd have enough time to do things...


don't know where to begin... for senior, graduating students i think you know what i mean. for senior, graduating students and at the same time an active minister... i know you understand this better... for some, you may also be feeling the pressure as i do. it's as if sometimes i feel that the only thing i can do to relax is to take a deep breath, a really really deep breath... then go on again.


yes.. i am so excited to see what will happen after these things have passed. pero syempre now that i'm in this kind of thing... i kinda dunno what to do... delegate? can't.


tapos until now, i still can't get over with being torn between two worlds. hahaha... -whew-


so help me God. =/


~sa mga naabala dahil sa blog post na ito, pasensya na po... i just need some place to throw these. thanks!~

bakit nakakatamad???

hehe... i should be going to SM now. kaya lang parang mas gusto ko magstay sa dito sa hauz...

well then, i gotta go for a while.

losing 3 kilos in one week...

hehe... di ko inexpect...

God is just so amazing that He keeps on showing revelations and impressing burdens to my heart. haay... they're just so overwhelming din at times... but by the grace of God we can do things right, for His glory... and we can be overcomers...

haha... di ko kasi pwede ishare kung bakit ako pumayat... kaya eto na lang ishashare ko.

and also this thought i've read from a book:

"if you'll stand up for God, He stands up for you."