panu ba ung happy sleep?

pls let me know if you know the answer... ^_^

thanks! haha...

feel so bad... ='C

what a day! didn't turn out the way it should be...
tsk tsk tsk...
hmmm... and i dont feel good... i dont want what's happening to me...
di ko nga rin maintindihan why i act like a kindergarten right now...
whaaaaaaaaa... what's wrong with me?

Lord, i dont want to end my day this way...
please help me make things right...

nakakahiya... "sasayaw ka pa naman bukas"...
tsk tsk tsk...

ewan ko... i just feel sooooo bad that i allowed myself [and the enemy] to control my attitude... whaaa...

My Life is in Your Hands by Kathy Troccoli

Life can be so good, Life can be so hard

Never knowing what each day will bring to where you are

Sometimes I forget and sometimes I can't see

That whatever comes my way You'll be with me

My life is in your hands, my heart is in your keeping

I'm never without hope not when my future is with you

My life is in your hands and though I may not see clearly

I will lift my voice and sing cause your love does amazing things

Lord, I know, my life is in your hands

Nothing is for sure, Nothing is for keeps

All I know is that your love will live eternally

So I will find my way, and I will find my peace

Knowing that you'll meet my every need



My life is in your hands, my heart is in your keeping

I'm never without hope not when my future is with you

My life is in your hands and though I may not see clearly

I will lift my voice and sing cause your love does amazing things

Lord, I know, my life is in your hands



When I'm at my weakest, Oh, You carry me

Then I become my strongest, Lord, in Your hands



My life is in your hands and though I may not see clearly

I will lift my voice and sing cause your love does amazing things

Lord, I know, my life is in your hands

I trust you Lord

My life is in your hands

My Life is in Your Hands

by Kirk Franklin

You don't have to worry

And don't you be afraid

Joy comes in the morning

Troubles they don't last always

For there's a friend in Jesus

Who will wipe your tears away

And if your heart is broken

Just lift your hands and say

Oh

I know that I can make it

I know that I can stand

No matter what may come my way

My life is in your hands 

With Jesus I can take it

With Him I know I can stand

No matter what may come my way

My life is in your hands

So when your tests and trials

They seem to get you down

And all your friends and loved ones

Are nowhere to be found

Remember there's a friend in Jesus

Who will wipe your tears away

And if you heart is broken

Just lift your hands and say

Oh

I know that I can make it

I know that I can stand

No matter what may come my way

My life is in your hands

With Jesus I can take it

With Him I know I can stand

No matter what may come my way

My life is in your hands

...i was looking for Kathy Troccoli version of My Life is in Your Hands sana tapos eto ung na-download ko na mp3 version... la lang... nakakabless din ung lyrics..

remembering my JCKL days...

...naaalala ko when i was in elem and high school... we have this
parang morning prayer every monday [during our flag ceremony]...



it goes like this:



good morning Father, good morning Jesus

good morning Holy Spirit, we love You



Jesus has a miracle for me today!



thank you Lord for the way You provide

in Jesus" Name, Amen!

by the stripes of Jesus, im healed!
by the stripes of Jesus, im healed!
by the stripes of Jesus, im healed!

i have the Mind of Christ!
i have the Mind of Christ!
i have the Mind of Christ!

the Lord our God is one Lord!
the Lord our God is one Lord!
the Lord our God is one Lord!

in Jesus" Name, Amen!

--- isa lang masasabi ko... di ko narealize kung gaano kapowerful yang declaration na yan... nung elem at high school ako, i was just pronouncing that because i have to... siguro ang natatandaan ko lang na powerful for me that time yung part ng... "Jesus has a miracle for me today" at yung "i have the mind of Christ"

--- after graduation... i forgot about this... [...to be continued]

whaa...

anu bang nangyayari dito???

why, oh, why?

got it... there's a reason behind the "going-to-singapore-instead-of-having-your-party" thing... i just can't understand why...

nanay told me na hindi naman money yung main problem... aside from money, there's a much bigger problem...

i knew it... that's why... that's why... BUT WHY?????????????


bakit hanggang ngayon bawal pa rin?
anu ba masama dun?
if God can forgive, why can they[not pertaining to my parents] not?

AND i why do i ask things like those??? haha...


hoooh... la lang... i just feel sad... not because it isn't clear if i'll have a debut party... but because i was then again reminded of what happened in my past [well, in our past]... bakit parang kami ngayon yung naiipit??? nakarecover na nga ung iba... they have found their new home... did they really commit sin? or napagbintangan lang? well,i think i don't have the right to ask such things... only God knows why these things happen... all i can do is to pray for it...

don't know if somebody can relate... it's sort of confidential... pero ok lang...

Lord, i place these in Your Hands...

May YOUr will be done...

debut party or trip to singapore?

haay naku... bakit ba kailangan pag-isipan kung anu mas maganda? di ba pwede both? hehe... joke lang of course...

bakit naman kasi ang dami na nag-eexpect na magdedebut ako???????? hehe...

bakit rin gusto ni tatay na magsingapore na lang kami kaysa magdebut party ako???????

hehe...


what's the purpose of having a debut party? can't i do that purpose in some other way? well, siguro may iba ngang way... haaay...

from this day on...

[dapat nung sunday ko pa 'to ipopost eh]

"...you can't go to bed beyond 10pm... unless we're not yet home by then..."

sabi yan ni nanay... [pero actually, minsan umaabot pa rin ng 11... hehe...]


kasi naman nung pina-cbc nila ko monday last week parang 3 hours lang yata tulog ko nun... eh tapos a week or two before ako pina-cbc puyat din dahil dami natambak na school work...

aun... edi syempre ganda ng result! ehehe... [di pa naman nila ko kasama nung kinuha na nila ung result...]

kaya pala sila natatakot kasi above normal ung rbc at platelet count ko... hehe... pati lymphocites... yan tuloy... bawal na magpuyat... have to take multivitamins pa along with a glass of milk every day after breakfast... which means i also have to eat heavy breakfast [as in kanin]...

hooh... dami naman requirements... hehe... but it's good to always be reminded of how the Lord wants us to take care of our physical bodies... hindi physical appearance ha... but yung health...

so i guess, i have to go back to our old diet... dapat lang talaga! mahal nga lang ipanluto ang olive oil... pero un daw ang healthy... also need to avoid eating fastfood... and i have to eat proper meals at proper time... [yan yata nag mejo mahirap] hehe... di na kasi talaga ko sanay magrice sa lunch...