idiosyncrasy

[id-ee-uh-sing-kruh-see]

noun, plural -sies.

1. a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to an individual.
2. the physical constitution peculiar to an individual.
3. a peculiarity of the physical or the mental constitution, esp. susceptibility toward drugs, food, etc.

- dictionary.com

do all of us have our personal peculiarities? haha... just came to my mind...

i do have a lot of idiosyncrasies... when i once told a friend of mine some of these unique [most are weird] behaviors i have, i found out she hasn't discovered hers yet... haha... and it made her begin to think of her idiosyncrasies as well...

influenced... hmmm... uh oh...

don't know if you know who you are... natawa lang ko nahahawa ka na yata sa mga trip ko... haha ^^

time...

... is gold
... is precious

... is what really i need right now...
... is the best partner for silence... serenity... peace... [for me right now]

last weekend...

well...

- last weekend was my first time to watch Mulan and Mulan 2. And i find the story really really inspiring... she did things BEYOND the real her so she could prove that she can bring honor to her family... and then to her country. [ako kaya? hmmm...]

- missed my good old friends and was glad to see them again...

- spent a quarter of my weekend at a friend's house then the rest, i spent in the church... it's quite tiring coz i hardly got sleep but it made my week coz that's what i kinda miss these days...

YESTERDAY...

- woke up early for an annual physical check-up at Makati [and just realized i kinda hate going to the doctor... kinda lang kasi minsan gusto ko rin magpadoctor... haha]

- ate an Indian vegetarian lunch with my parents at glorietta... [yumm!!! i kinda miss indian food as well... hehe... but i still miss chicken briyani kasi palak paneer (spinach and cottage cheese) ung kinain ko yesterday]

- watched My Sassy Girl with my family

- went to church supposedly to attend dance practice... but i ended planning dance costume for when you believe with mitch...

...THAT'S HOW I SPENT MY WEEKEND...

KAYA TODAY...

- eto ako, cramming mode again kasi tomorrow na ang deadline ng chapter 2 ng thesis...

- tapos nagkakaproblem pa kami sa costume kasi... haay... we need sponsors...

- i seem to look forward going home... -sigh-

When You Believe song lyrics - Mariah Carey

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

[Chorus:]
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

[Chorus]

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near

[Chorus]

miracles... miracles...

just a quotable quote i have learned today:

"miracles happen when you start to believe..."

haay... oo nga naman... i've been memorizing the song "When You Believe" for more than a month now... but the song's message hasn't really sunk into my heart until this afternoon.

we have only 19 days more to finish everything we need for our upcoming No Bounds Concert on August 22. Haay... kakapressure... but i believe God is teaching us to be more faithful.

we need to believe that God is still a God of miracles... and that He will surely make things happen...

[eto na naman ako... speechless na ulit... haha... back to study mode...]

",)

jerry...

bakit parang andami talagang pumipigil sakin magpost ng pics dito?
pati na rin gumamit ng PC?


before, trojan and friends hindered me to access multiply... now that hp and i are in good terms, dumating naman si ben/jerry...

huhu... can somebody help me understand what's goin on?




-if you really know what's goin on, you'll think i'm ridiculous.. haha-

-uh oh-

because it's been a long time since i last posted pictures on multiply, i have planned to do it today... however, just when i was about to post pictures, i realized that this laptop don't have the card reader that fits a Sony PRO Duo memory stick.

kainis pa kasi di ko lam kung PC ba ang may problem o ung connection namin kasi ayaw magconnect sa multiply... hmp.. anu ba yan!

-sigh-

kelan ko kaya mapopost ang santambak na larawang hanggang ngayon ay nasa 'memory sitck' pa rin [pasensya na di ko alam ang tagalog sa 'memory stick' eh.. haha..]

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and one thing more... my voice is not coming back yet... i still have what they call 'husky' voice... pero para sa'kin di naman talaga husky ang tawag sa boses ko... ito ay itago na lang natin sa tawag na 'stressed voice' ...haha... kasi nakukuha daw ang ganitong kalagayan sa sobrang pagod at puyat... siguro after effect din to ng EK weekend [see pictures for ref (soooon) namin last sunday at ng kuwentuhan sa bus with ate mhe [sa ilalim ng aircon na sobrang lakas... nahanginan ung bumbunan ko.. haha]

ang masasabi ko lang.....

ang hirap pala ng di makasalita... mas gusto mo dumaldal... haha...

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di din ako nakasayaw ngayon... tsk tsk tsk... kasi naman nagising ako kaninang 0300H na masakit talaga lalamunan ko... ung feeling mo lalagnatin ka na? ganun ung feeling ko... tapos 0553H nagising ulit ako, sinubukan magsalita pero mahirap pa rin... huhu...

yan tuloy, di na ko pinasayaw ni nanay... kelangan din ako gumaling agad kasi di pa ko tapos mag-OJT... at sasayaw ulit [sana] kami next week... bakit sana? kasi may new sched na ang worship team... kaya malamang may new sched rin kami...

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sana mahanap ko na ang 'notebook-slash-journal-slash-confidant' ko... ito ay huling natagpuan, martes, ika-22 ng Abril, sa carpet ng living room namin... uh oh talaga... la ko magawa... argh!

i guess i got to move on and start writing on a new journal... just as what i did today... haha...

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so ayan na lahat... sana kahit mahaba... la lang... to be continued...

may youtube account na pala ako!

sa mga co-dancers ko...

mauupload ko na rin ang mga narecord kong video ng mga sayaw natin...

search nyo na lang account name ko: pleasanthana

magcomment kayo ha?!

ipagpaumanhin niyo rin pala ang ilang malalabo at magugulong bahagi...
amateur digicam lang kasi ang gamit ko...
naghihintay pa ko ng movie camera at professional SLR camera na ireregalo sa akin...
hehe...
sino kaya magreregalo nun sa akin?

baka ikaw na yun... haha...

tigil pasada???

totoo ba talaga ito?
pati ang mga bus na papuntang lalawigan ay lalahok dito?
pati mga tricycle at taxi ay kasama din?

huhu.. paano na ko papasok bukas?

may T112 at PE pa naman...



at malapit na ang recital!!!!!!!!! whaa... eh di pa kami tapos sa piece namin... panu na yan?