...naaalala ko when i was in elem and high school... we have this
parang morning prayer every monday [during our flag ceremony]...
it goes like this:
good morning Father, good morning Jesus
good morning Holy Spirit, we love You
Jesus has a miracle for me today!
thank you Lord for the way You provide
in Jesus" Name, Amen!
by the stripes of Jesus, im healed!
by the stripes of Jesus, im healed!
by the stripes of Jesus, im healed!
i have the Mind of Christ!
i have the Mind of Christ!
i have the Mind of Christ!
the Lord our God is one Lord!
the Lord our God is one Lord!
the Lord our God is one Lord!
in Jesus" Name, Amen!
--- isa lang masasabi ko... di ko narealize kung gaano kapowerful yang declaration na yan... nung elem at high school ako, i was just pronouncing that because i have to... siguro ang natatandaan ko lang na powerful for me that time yung part ng... "Jesus has a miracle for me today" at yung "i have the mind of Christ"
--- after graduation... i forgot about this... [...to be continued]
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
why, oh, why?
got it... there's a reason behind the "going-to-singapore-instead-of-having-your-party" thing... i just can't understand why...
nanay told me na hindi naman money yung main problem... aside from money, there's a much bigger problem...
i knew it... that's why... that's why... BUT WHY?????????????
bakit hanggang ngayon bawal pa rin?
anu ba masama dun?
if God can forgive, why can they[not pertaining to my parents] not?
AND i why do i ask things like those??? haha...
hoooh... la lang... i just feel sad... not because it isn't clear if i'll have a debut party... but because i was then again reminded of what happened in my past [well, in our past]... bakit parang kami ngayon yung naiipit??? nakarecover na nga ung iba... they have found their new home... did they really commit sin? or napagbintangan lang? well,i think i don't have the right to ask such things... only God knows why these things happen... all i can do is to pray for it...
don't know if somebody can relate... it's sort of confidential... pero ok lang...
Lord, i place these in Your Hands...
May YOUr will be done...
nanay told me na hindi naman money yung main problem... aside from money, there's a much bigger problem...
i knew it... that's why... that's why... BUT WHY?????????????
bakit hanggang ngayon bawal pa rin?
anu ba masama dun?
if God can forgive, why can they[not pertaining to my parents] not?
AND i why do i ask things like those??? haha...
hoooh... la lang... i just feel sad... not because it isn't clear if i'll have a debut party... but because i was then again reminded of what happened in my past [well, in our past]... bakit parang kami ngayon yung naiipit??? nakarecover na nga ung iba... they have found their new home... did they really commit sin? or napagbintangan lang? well,i think i don't have the right to ask such things... only God knows why these things happen... all i can do is to pray for it...
don't know if somebody can relate... it's sort of confidential... pero ok lang...
Lord, i place these in Your Hands...
May YOUr will be done...
debut party or trip to singapore?
haay naku... bakit ba kailangan pag-isipan kung anu mas maganda? di ba pwede both? hehe... joke lang of course...
bakit naman kasi ang dami na nag-eexpect na magdedebut ako???????? hehe...
bakit rin gusto ni tatay na magsingapore na lang kami kaysa magdebut party ako???????
hehe...
what's the purpose of having a debut party? can't i do that purpose in some other way? well, siguro may iba ngang way... haaay...
bakit naman kasi ang dami na nag-eexpect na magdedebut ako???????? hehe...
bakit rin gusto ni tatay na magsingapore na lang kami kaysa magdebut party ako???????
hehe...
what's the purpose of having a debut party? can't i do that purpose in some other way? well, siguro may iba ngang way... haaay...
from this day on...
[dapat nung sunday ko pa 'to ipopost eh]
sabi yan ni nanay... [pero actually, minsan umaabot pa rin ng 11... hehe...]
kasi naman nung pina-cbc nila ko monday last week parang 3 hours lang yata tulog ko nun... eh tapos a week or two before ako pina-cbc puyat din dahil dami natambak na school work...
aun... edi syempre ganda ng result! ehehe... [di pa naman nila ko kasama nung kinuha na nila ung result...]
kaya pala sila natatakot kasi above normal ung rbc at platelet count ko... hehe... pati lymphocites... yan tuloy... bawal na magpuyat... have to take multivitamins pa along with a glass of milk every day after breakfast... which means i also have to eat heavy breakfast [as in kanin]...
hooh... dami naman requirements... hehe... but it's good to always be reminded of how the Lord wants us to take care of our physical bodies... hindi physical appearance ha... but yung health...
so i guess, i have to go back to our old diet... dapat lang talaga! mahal nga lang ipanluto ang olive oil... pero un daw ang healthy... also need to avoid eating fastfood... and i have to eat proper meals at proper time... [yan yata nag mejo mahirap] hehe... di na kasi talaga ko sanay magrice sa lunch...
"...you can't go to bed beyond 10pm... unless we're not yet home by then..."
sabi yan ni nanay... [pero actually, minsan umaabot pa rin ng 11... hehe...]
kasi naman nung pina-cbc nila ko monday last week parang 3 hours lang yata tulog ko nun... eh tapos a week or two before ako pina-cbc puyat din dahil dami natambak na school work...
aun... edi syempre ganda ng result! ehehe... [di pa naman nila ko kasama nung kinuha na nila ung result...]
kaya pala sila natatakot kasi above normal ung rbc at platelet count ko... hehe... pati lymphocites... yan tuloy... bawal na magpuyat... have to take multivitamins pa along with a glass of milk every day after breakfast... which means i also have to eat heavy breakfast [as in kanin]...
hooh... dami naman requirements... hehe... but it's good to always be reminded of how the Lord wants us to take care of our physical bodies... hindi physical appearance ha... but yung health...
so i guess, i have to go back to our old diet... dapat lang talaga! mahal nga lang ipanluto ang olive oil... pero un daw ang healthy... also need to avoid eating fastfood... and i have to eat proper meals at proper time... [yan yata nag mejo mahirap] hehe... di na kasi talaga ko sanay magrice sa lunch...
brokenness --> God's power
got this from ate gil's blog...
--> it makes me remember of this song...
"wla lang...hehe...let your broken pieces be the perfect piece for others...
being broken doesn't mean you're at lost...sometimes, it simply means you saw your imperfections and you long for God to make you whole again... =)
there would always be a missing piece that only God can fill..."
being broken doesn't mean you're at lost...sometimes, it simply means you saw your imperfections and you long for God to make you whole again... =)
there would always be a missing piece that only God can fill..."
--> it makes me remember of this song...
Come Holy Spirit, fall afresh on me
Fill me with Your power, satisfy my needs
Only You can make me whole
Give me strength and make me grow
Come Holy Spirit, fall afresh on me
haay... there are times when you just miss those days with your God...
Friday, February 23, 2007
i'm missing them...
more than a year ago...
...i met this person who has inspired me to get deeper with my faith in God. i was so ashamed then that i have already known the Lord for years but, spiritually, i grew up really slow... if she only knew how thankful i am that God allowed me to know her even for a short while... as far as i can remember, that was my first time to feel na ako naman ang kinukulit umattend ng cell group meetings and weekly fellowships...
noon, naiisip ko dapat di na niya ko pinipilit umattend nun kasi nag-aattend din naman ako ng church every sunday... may ministry ako sa church... and i also attend our church's youth fellowship... what i could not understand that time was why she still insists that i attend their fellowships when i have time...
dati, sarado pa isip ko sa mga ganung bagay...
this academic year, i chose not to stay in a dormitory anymore... mag-uuwian na lang ako para mas makajoin ako ng fellowships sa church namin...
i told her my decision. eventually, she stopped inviting me...
[well actually isang tao lang naman siya... but i really miss their company... [damay na yung cell groupmates niya]]
i'm really missing them... especially now that there are things i really don't understand... but i can't just open it up to everyone... i have to protect other people's integrity... [in other words, the best thing i could do is to keep it for myself...]... and there are times when i just would like to hear from someone... to be encouraged by someone's testimony but no one seems to be there...
...in times like this, when i feel alone... when i feel isolated... when i feel that no one cares about what i've been going through... all i could do is to sit down at the feet of Jesus.. and listen to what He says... these are the perfect times to come near to God... to lay aside everything that bothers me and focus on what He's telling me...
...pero Lord... i really miss her... them... hirap iexplain... [can't compose my thoughts into writing...] basta, si Lord na lang nakakaalam nung iba...
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...i met this person who has inspired me to get deeper with my faith in God. i was so ashamed then that i have already known the Lord for years but, spiritually, i grew up really slow... if she only knew how thankful i am that God allowed me to know her even for a short while... as far as i can remember, that was my first time to feel na ako naman ang kinukulit umattend ng cell group meetings and weekly fellowships...
noon, naiisip ko dapat di na niya ko pinipilit umattend nun kasi nag-aattend din naman ako ng church every sunday... may ministry ako sa church... and i also attend our church's youth fellowship... what i could not understand that time was why she still insists that i attend their fellowships when i have time...
dati, sarado pa isip ko sa mga ganung bagay...
this academic year, i chose not to stay in a dormitory anymore... mag-uuwian na lang ako para mas makajoin ako ng fellowships sa church namin...
i told her my decision. eventually, she stopped inviting me...
[well actually isang tao lang naman siya... but i really miss their company... [damay na yung cell groupmates niya]]
i'm really missing them... especially now that there are things i really don't understand... but i can't just open it up to everyone... i have to protect other people's integrity... [in other words, the best thing i could do is to keep it for myself...]... and there are times when i just would like to hear from someone... to be encouraged by someone's testimony but no one seems to be there...
...in times like this, when i feel alone... when i feel isolated... when i feel that no one cares about what i've been going through... all i could do is to sit down at the feet of Jesus.. and listen to what He says... these are the perfect times to come near to God... to lay aside everything that bothers me and focus on what He's telling me...
...pero Lord... i really miss her... them... hirap iexplain... [can't compose my thoughts into writing...] basta, si Lord na lang nakakaalam nung iba...
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two hands, one heart
what can i give, what can i bring
that would be pleasing to my King?
i give my heart
not just a part
i'm lifting up my everything
well, IT'S ALL I HAVE TO OFFER
IT'S ALL I HAVE TO GIVE
two hands, one heart
one life to offer you
two hands, one heart
that's what i give to you
use me today, i know you can
Lord, i surrender to Your plan
You made this heart
You made this hands
take me and use me as i am
little becomes a lot
when it's in Your Hands
take me and make me more like You
well it may not seem that much
but with the Master's touch
i know that i'll be more like You....
that would be pleasing to my King?
i give my heart
not just a part
i'm lifting up my everything
well, IT'S ALL I HAVE TO OFFER
IT'S ALL I HAVE TO GIVE
two hands, one heart
one life to offer you
two hands, one heart
that's what i give to you
use me today, i know you can
Lord, i surrender to Your plan
You made this heart
You made this hands
take me and use me as i am
little becomes a lot
when it's in Your Hands
take me and make me more like You
well it may not seem that much
but with the Master's touch
i know that i'll be more like You....
muzta naman ako????
muzta na nga ba ako????
possible ba ang feeling na you know there are a lot of things in your mind but...
... you don't know how to deal with them
... you don't understand if they're problems
... in the end, it will just make you feel really tired...
haaay...
the only possible thing i know right now is that in times like this...
I CAN ONLY DEPEND ON MY GOD...
possible ba ang feeling na you know there are a lot of things in your mind but...
... you don't know how to deal with them
... you don't understand if they're problems
... in the end, it will just make you feel really tired...
haaay...
the only possible thing i know right now is that in times like this...
I CAN ONLY DEPEND ON MY GOD...
hmm...
pwede na pala ulit magpost...
nagloloko kasi blog ko for the past week...
nagpupublish pero shoutbox lang makikita mo kapag naview mo na...
tingin ko... mozilla firefox ang may problem... di siguro compatible sa blogger kaya ganun...
anyway, muzta na ba ang blog ko? hehehe...
nagloloko kasi blog ko for the past week...
nagpupublish pero shoutbox lang makikita mo kapag naview mo na...
tingin ko... mozilla firefox ang may problem... di siguro compatible sa blogger kaya ganun...
anyway, muzta na ba ang blog ko? hehehe...
No One Else Knows
Building 429
[Space In Between Us]
My world is closing in
On the inside
But I’m not showing it
When all I am is crying out
I hold it in and fake a smile
Still I’m broken... I’m broken
Only one can understand
And only one can hold the hand
Of the broken… Of the broken
When no one else knows how I feel
Your love for me is proven real
When no one else cares where I’ve been
You run to me with outstretched hands
And You hold me in your arms again
I need no explanation of why me
I just need confirmation
Only You could understand the emptiness inside my head
I am falling… I am falling
I’m falling down upon my knees
To find the one who gives me peace
I am flying... Lord I am flying
When no one else knows how I feel
Your love for me is proven real
When no one else cares where I’ve been
You run to me with outstretched hands
And You hold me in Your arms again
I have come to you in search of faith
Cause I can’t see beyond this place
Oh You are God and I am man
So I’ll leave it in Your hands
When no one else knows how I feel
Your love for me is proven real
When no one else cares where I’ve been
You run to me with outstretched hands
And You hold me in Your arms again
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